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It's a lot harder than I thought it would be. Two people in particular. You know who you are. And although I cannot deny that things are going to change that does not mean that we are going to love each other any less....I love SJSU for the people I have met there. And this goes out to you two special people. The people I am crying over right now....that I hugged forever because I did not want it to be over. I will see you two soon....only one of you has LJ but you will show the other this entry. and that means a lot because we are friends forever and always. and i have to go try to get 2 hours of sleep. but I will promise to text you both on the road. and i will see you SOON because you are coming to LA. and just remember i know where you live....

the good times are not forgotten and you make me cry because you both are too amazing.

Things will be different but you will keep me updated, I will always still love, and our trio will not be forgotten.

and for the other members of the SPC that were not able to make it tonight,
stay sexy and be lovely forever.

over and out,
miss jessica marie byer.

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Packing up my room. I'm really happy about my decision to not come back to San Jose. I just haven't found where I belong yet in school, hopefully I will soon. There is a lot of uncertainty coming up in the next few months. Trying to transfer [again]. Trying to find a job and go to summer school. It's going to be difficult staying focused in Claremont with so many people around and all the temptations Claremont has to offer such as....the village...lame parties...Borders...sitting and calling people....whining because there's nothing to do.... Wow it will be an adventure. And it will be fucking HOT I just realized.

Anyway, come out and play with me tomorrow night. Em and I are thinking Just My Luck + coffee will be a good start to what I will now refer to as "The Summer of Dreams"
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My skin is rebelling against me, it is angry about finals stress and PMS.

Bryan and I successfully studied for six hours today in the library (with the necessary Pizza My Heart and Americas Next Top Model break not included). I didn't feel like I got much work done, but I've been semi-studying since getting home at 2am. Haven't slept yet because I'm pretty damn sassy. Mass Communication final in 20 minutes, leaving in 5, excited to sell some of my books back because of my $2 balance in the checking account. A gold member and still poor. I am hoping for a C on this final, I surprisingly got an A on my 15 page research paper that ended up being only 12 pages.

My hair is frizzy and I'm wearing the same shirt as yesterday. This is going to be a good day. A good weekend. A good good good summer in two weeks. Time to have a DANSE PARTEE!!!!!

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I'm having some pretty sweet friends come up this weekend (i.e. emily and keith) and this brings a lot of excitement. Last weekend was exciting as well, with my sisters graduation and dannielle's birthday. Drunk parties are fun, even when you have to wake up at 7am the next morning to sit in the sun all day. I am so proud of my sister for graduating, and it was great seeing her all excited too. I can't wait for that moment. Saturday night Dan and I were completely exhausted from the weekend so we ended up renting Sleepers which was pretty much awesome and Gangs of New York which I couldn't stay awake for.

I also have tons of studying to do for finals this week and next which is really stressful...I just hope I pass all my classes.

I need to buy the guitar game so I can rock out like these people:

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One of the most important moments in television history:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ST3edZUrQwY

(for some reason it is not letting me embed it on this entry, so just click the link, it's worth it)

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April 9, 2006 -- ALTHOUGH Thomas Kinkade has sold hundreds of pictures with underlying themes of faith, family and wholesomeness, former colleagues paint a darker portrait of him. Ex-employees of Kinkade revealed that they often accompanied the artist, a Christian who calls himself the "Painter of Light," to strip clubs and bars. Worse, the Los Angeles Times reports that one staffer witnessed Kinkade urinate on a Disney character at a Disneyland hotel. And at a party, it was charged that Kinkade groped a woman after discussing his preferences in women's anatomies. He later explained, "I'm the idol to these women who are there." Kinkade's rep did not return calls.

(http://www.nypost.com/gossip/pagesix/66749.htm)

Thomas Kinkade was and always will be my bitch.
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I'm sunburned, who decided it was summer?

My sister is graduating in two weeks.
GRADUATING.
Is this really possible? It made me feel a bit better when she said she wishes she had taken some time off.


Eli says: "Three weeks left!"

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Check out these super cuteMac ads
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I'm still not happy and I still want to transfer. again. this time to somewhere I can get excited about. I'm sick of having to wait and settle and now I just want to go where I've wanted to go for the last six years.

fuck this shit.

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So I think my terrible racist roommates are the only ones that can watch Crash and actually side with Matt Dillon's character. Yes, I heard it with my own ears.

kill me now.

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it's been a while. I mostly just wanted to pimp out some new t-shirts I've been making. Expect more soon and be sure to buy some hott threads!
Cheap Frill

Or if you would never buy such things, give me some feedback and check back soon for some more pieces!

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1) Was 2005 a good year for you?
Yes, yes it was. Much better than 2004 but not quite as good as 2006 will be.

2) What was your favorite moment of the year?
Getting back with old friends, keeping the current loves, and living in Oakland.

3) What was your least favorite moment of the year?
Feeling sorry for myself.

4) Where were you when 2005 began?
In Oakland, sulking on the couch.

5) Who were you with?
No one, but later Alicia & Emma.

6) Where will you be when 2005 ends?
Getting fucked up and fucking with people.

7) Who will you be with when 2005 ends?
Daniel for sure, and most of the people I consider great loves +more.

8) Did you keep your new years resolution of 2005?
I didn't make any, except for staying sexy of course.

9) Do you have a new years resolution for 2006?
Yes, yes I do. But if I tell you it won't come true?

10) Did you fall in love in 2005?
Already in love. Awesome!

11) If yes, then who?
Dan.

12) If yes, do they know?
I keep it a secret obviously.

13) Are you still in love with them?
Yes yes.

14) Do you regret it?
Never.

15) Did you breakup with anyone in 2005?
No.

16) Did you make any new friends in 2005?
Many because I'm just that cool.

17) Who are your favorite new friends?
The SJSU gang.

18) What was your favorite month of 2005?
That's a tough one...probably November because people get to celebrate ME.

19) Did you travel outside of the US in 2005?
Never ever.

20) How many different states did you travel to in 2005?
None...how sad...

21) Did you lose anybody close to you in 2005?
No

22) Did you miss anybody in the past year?
Yes.

23) What was your favorite movie that you saw in 2005?
Crash and Finding Neverland.

24) What was your favorite song from 2005?
lost of girly shit.

25) What was your favorite record from 2005?
I don't buy new albums anymore...I'm a stealer... maybe Doves?

26) How many concerts did you see in 2005?
Not many, a lot of really fun small shows.

27) Did you have a favorite concert in 2005?
Die! Die! Die! at Mamma Buzz.

28) Did you drink a lot of alchohol in 2005?
ummmmm...yes.

29) Did you do a lot of drugs in 2005?
No this was the year of alcohol.

30) How many time did you have sex in 2005?
I'm in the V club...haha.

31) Did you do anything you are ashamed of this year?
Probably.

33) What was the worst lie someone told you in 2005?
Jeeze I don't have a very good memory.

34) Did you treat somebody badly in 2005?
Yes I'm sure.

35) Did somebody treat you badly in 2005?
see #34

36) How much money did you spend in 2005?
Billions.

37) What was your proudest moment of 2005?
living on my own, going to a "real" school.

38) What was your most embarrassing moment of 2005?
probably some drunk shit.

39) If you could go back in time to any moment of 2005, what would it be?
I would relive the summer. And spend more time exploring Oakland/SF/Berkeley

40) What are your plans for 2006?
Start doing well in school, moving out and having everything still be lovely, meet more people and do more artwork, loose more weight and get sexy!

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I have decided I will be pulling an all-nighter. I think this is just what my body needs to get back into routine...as strange as that sounds. My current habit of falling asleep at 6:30am and waking up at 3pm (and not I am not exaggerating) is not working when I have 8:30am classes.

So wish me luck. I actually may make something of an "all-nighter check in" blog, so look for some edits in the future! Whoo now you're really excited!

Update #1: 4:50am
So I'm about to go pick up my laundry from downstairs. Starting to feel slightly neurotic -- probably because of the anticipation of neuroses that I will be feeling come noon. I cooked some delicious carrots and made some lemon iced tea from my roommates asian market packets. It is truly delicious. Also listening to Stars...some really good music. I just read that they played an in-store at Amoeba in LA? Took my first caffeine pill of the night and have been instructed to take one every three hours.

So my school schedule tomorrow is as follows:
8:30-11:30am : Photo
12:30-3:30pm : Design
6:30-8pm: Art lecture (which I will probably skip...which is actually okay because you are aloud to miss SIX classes, all you have to do is write a one page paper on the art focus lectured on)

easy peasy!

This will all work as planned if I do NOT take a nap and just go to bed tonight around 9-10pm.
I am either genius or insane...I haven't done this since early early high school days.

Update #2: 6:30am: 16 hours since sleep
Feeling slightly sleepy and spacey but nothing unexpected. I feel what I am doing is an out of control experiment when I know that college kids do this all the time. Sheesh.

It's strange seeing it get light outside. I imagine at this point I should be brewing a pot of coffee, wearing a robe and pajamas, and going downstairs with a cup of coffee and the paper.

I may go to the dining hall to get some fruit, but for now I will get dressed, grab a paper, clean up my room and get ready for the day!

My ipod is fully charged and ready for action.
I have also decided that I will later revise this blog and put it into the next issue of lovelybot if I can come up with clever enough material.

Update #3: 8:00am
I am feeling sleepy but my heart is racing, and I'm starting to think this wasn't such a great idea. I must make it through at least until 3:30pm, although I do not want to go to sleep until 8 or 9.

I have also decided that I hate bananas, as they make me feel like I want to throw up.

It's a bunch of ups and downs I have decided. At the start of this update I felt tired, but I now feel very awake and ready to finish up my prints for my photo class.

Bring it on bitches!

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Up late. Anything special?

my obituary will read:
"drowned in own tremendous amount of homework."

but I am going to try to have a nice weekend up in santa cruz with a few good people.

I am in a download frenzy, getting ready for my pretty new birthday present [i.e. 20gig ipod].
Speaking of my birthday, all of you who will be able to attend said birthday celebration around the beginning of November, be on the lookout for a White Trash Party invitation. Start planning your costume now! i did not have any sort of proper birthday party last year, so this should make up for it. It's going to be hard to beat the one at Dannielle's a couple years ago though..

If only my creative writing story about LovelyBOT was as easy as it sounds. Should he save the world? turn evil? It's just so hard to decide!

sorry so random/poorly written. no time to be whitty/creative!

Music:
belle and sebastian - if you're feeling sinister.
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some things made recently for a boy to put up on his bedroom wall. It will be my first art showing ;)

sorry for the horrible picture quality. My digital camera is a little trooper.

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now can someone please help me understand my photo class?

Music:
belle and sebastian
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here is a birthday wish list/relatively new shit that I want.

man I need a job:

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Just a typical Thursday night in San Jose. A bit [maybe a lot] of drinking with some good friends. I don't have school tomorrow so I feel justified to be drinking and up late.

The friend issue that I mentioned the other day [like you're really keeping up that much] has been resolved....I hope.

Drew and I have had a really great conversation tonight. It's strange to realize that we've been friends for about six years. Although not best friends, we've had our great memories together...some I wont mention in this post.....because some are too embarrassing/awkward/ridiculous/hilarious to mention. I think we will be friends for a long time. He's just a good friend and I told him I would talk about him in this post if he added my new name to his LJ friends list. So there you go Drew! You better comment on this shit... love you :)

I'm thinking about becoming vegan. I dont eat meat or eggs or any fish product but the only thing that's holding me back is the cheese. I think I could live happily being vegan though because of this one product:
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I love pizza. I love pizza.

I am going to apply for a job at Pizza My Heart in the next couple weeks. I need fucking money..

this post goes out to many people but mainly:
drew
dannielle
emily
my love dan
and the new san jose friends who do not know about this livejoural.

much love,
jessica.

Music:
shout out louds.
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